Control

I have to admit that I wont feel really happy after u went away from my life. I used to be surrounded and accompanied by you. I used to depend on you. I thought that when the time passed I will forget about you and start to to adapt the new LIFE. However I discovered that really wont feel happy after U went away. I need more time. I tell myself don think about you because it passed d and become the partial of my memory.

Brave

I have to admit that I am not tat kind of brave gal . I am just a very timid. I like to hide myself and always thinking of digging a hole and jump into that hole. I am that kind of gal not brave enough to declare my feeling . I like to keep my feeling inside in the deep art of my heart because i know that i am not brave enough ..i have think before to let u know my true feeling . but i am not brave enough to do that ..i feel so suffer ... maybe i should be more brave

Overtrusted guy

Guy, I believe u ... tat y i oway call u n confess to u my problem

Guy, I never suspect u, this is because i really believe u

Now i feel so hurt, jus same like the wound is getting bigger n bigger.. applying many medicine also no use.... wanna forgive u but cnt forget wat u did to me.... when i over trust u , u did something wrong i sure over dissapointed n over sad ....

Business

I must start to do some business! Now I discover that my daddy take upon a heavy burden ~~ In order to help my daddy, I must carry out some actions! I want to start some business! My brother has asked me to assist him to do some business~~ I must try my best to help him! I know maybe my effort will be useless for him but i still wan to try! Now I am trying to do the sales for a company named tiens! I discovered that this is relly a potential and has a bright prospect company! The sales working like a pyramid tree! Jus like last time the melaka style 4,16,32~~ anyone who is interested n want to earn some money may ask me!

Is this fair?

Recently, I really unhappy at all! I still remember last WEdnesday our college has an activity name ESZ... Unfortunately I have a PT interview which on the same time with Esz .. Since I cannot split myself into two, I decided to the pt interview and hope that I able to back to join the ESZ... When I finished my interview, I quicky run back to college ,hoping that I still can join the activity.. However all the activities had finished.. I quickly explained to my Jaksa hoping that she will understand! However got a chinese FEMALE JAKSA never listened to my explaination and she just mentioned that FOR THOSE ABSENT CANNOT GET THE SIGNATURE! I DON MEAN THAT I WANT THE SIGNATURE BUT AT LEAST U GIVE THE CHANCE TO APOLOGIZE! What I want to stress is WHAT IS THE OBJECTIVE OF ESZ? SIGNATURE?
OR LEARN ENGLISH? And the things make me feel furious is I only miss one time the meetings with REASONABLE EXCUSE and I HAVE NO CHANCE TO EXPLAIN ?! Is this fair to me? Before the LOrd of Justice give any penalty to the culprit, the culprit still has the chance to explain and defense hiself ! But how about me? Fair? and the college authority like to use spkg to FORCE STUDENT JOIN THE ACTIVITIES! IS THIS A CORRECT WAY? This only make student join the activities because of the spkg but learn nothing!

A new life

Recently, I cut a short hair... When I arrived at the saloon the barber ask me are you sure you want to cut your long hair? I feel confused that time.. Because I keep my long hair for 2 years !! After cutting , my parent give a positive response towards my hair... But I feel a little pain inside my heart about my long hair!

MY Best Kulish fren!

These are my best kuliah fren , they r pigpig,cat,and duck. Our first meet quick interesting . PIg and cat were second batch student , Duck and me were first batch. Duck has a very healthy skin colour( always let pp misunderstood is malay pp),cat(has a very cool appearance but she has a very kind heart and she is the most cleverest!0,pig pig( like to sleep in kuliah especially math and physic kuliah).Everyday we eat lunch together and we must have second rounds even third round! We are getting fatter and fatter! Cat and pig have the same interest! They like math . Duck aslo has the same HABIT with pig that is sleep and sleep and sleep..... Among they three,duck has the most slow motion! Everyone scare to let her sit the corner because she will keep her things slowly.... until we were late for our class! We slept together before! we share our secret! our feeling! I really miss the moment we share together... Add oil... My fren